Today i worked at 930am, And that is where i am right now. I barley slept and kept having the realest dreams, Nothing worth talking about in detail, I dreamt i went to ayla's house last night and was really worried because she lives in mission and i didn't have my bike and was going to be late for work. And when i opened my eyes was shocked i was in my own bed. What the fuck. I feel like there is something i should be doing right now, since i am at work.. but Jill just told me to chill.. So yaa.
(1) For a while there, I was worried something was seriously wrong, But i don't think that's it, I think you have things you need to work out and that your stressed and im use to all these things, I hope that it doesn't have anything to do with me (2) I worry about you, Because i love you and care about you and want you to be okay, and im scared that if you stay where you are right now that he will ruin you. (3) No bad vibes anymore, that feel's nice for me.
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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”