He told me it's because they weren't like memememememe. And this is all i can thinkthinkthinkthinkthink. Fuck it though, You have no right, Right? What is even going on? I have a different place of residence and nothing matters to me right now and it sucks and its great and more moody then usual and i just don't care. So all my shoes have holes and my clothes have rips. I remembered to shower, but forgot to wash my hair.. again. Days and days and days and dayz and dazeeed right the fuck out. I look forward to nothing. I was too drunk t answer your call last night but what's left to say? We filled those pages and the price of a new notebook hardly seems worth the trip to the store. I was wasted. They weren't surprised. I was so high i could feel the wind and the blood and FUCK i just thought about it and now my stomach hurts. Im so fucked.
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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”